It was close, I think, to Bonfire Night,
On an evening as dry as unlit wood;
Some girls were laughing through a game of fun
As we boys scoured houses for rubbish.
“No, kid!” a bigger boy warned. “Not in there!
In there is where the strange thing lives – in there!”
I stood as he and the others ran on.
I looked up at the pale, lit window,
The frail, tatty curtains open enough
For me, a voyeur, to see someone’s life.
Then a hand like a jolt came into view,
A spasm, an almost silly salute,
Which turned into a hand grasping at air,
The fingers struggling like young dying fish.
Then a hurt howl and grunts shook my young world -
They were so loud the whole street must have heard.
Frightened, I ran to catch up with my friends,
My fears making up all kinds of things.
I caught up with the voices and faces
I knew. I was too young to understand
That the hand belonged to someone’s poor son
Locked in a body - cerebral palsy
As I ran to my friends, I could not see
A family of three trapped in their love:
A Dad calming the body of his son,
A Mam cradling the wild head of her child.
Peter Thabit Jones (c) 2022
Pubished in PATERSON LITERARY REVIEW (USA), 2022